F'ing Awesome

You know how when you're young, you buy into that whole 'there's someone out there just for you' deal, and you're going to meet and it's going to be Fucking Awesome? That whole 'first sight' thing, and everything will just click and you'll be happily ever after?

*nod*

And then you date a bunch of people, and it's nothing like that; and eventually you're hurt and you're tired of the game, and you settle for Pretty Good. And Pretty Good is just that - pretty good and you're reasonably happy; but every now and then you meet people who have Fucking Awesome and you wonder why it never happened for you.

*vigorous nod*

The first time I met you, I walked in and saw you - I knew it was you right away - and I was Done.

*puzzled head tilt*

I was Done. I saw you and I knew you were Fucking Awesome. And I knew I couldn't do anything about it. I thought we would have fun and I would walk away. Except here we are, almost a year later, and I still haven't walked away.

And you're more Fucking Awesome now than you were that first day.

* ... speechless ... *